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Starting over, deleting everything, new approach.

as summertime draws to an end, i must say this was probably the best summer so far, so much fun, learned alot. overall sophomore year was amazing, i'm really going to miss it, lost old friends, made new ones. the high school trip to the east coast will be a collection of memories i will keep close to my heart, definitely was the time of my young life. now i know, there is a world out there, just waiting to be explored, but for now i'm stuck here, in the endless suburbia that is phoenix. all i can say is i'm ready for the new school year, with my expectations lower, less classes, and now EVIT, this year should be pleasant, at least i hope.

"it was finally fall and life had become all too apathetic. i wasn't complaining but every day my crush on him died little by little. he soon exited all my dreams, they all just became boring and meaningless. they had no direction, it's because he wasn't there, he just wasn't there anymore. in the end i realized it was just pure lust and like she said, it was unrealistic. she never let me vent, so i only got stronger. every time i saw him, my heart would stop, my voice would drop, everyone was gone except him. now all i see is what i see, it's called reality, and i'm a victim of it" worddd. there's always next year. but a year ago, i wante